We all have our own answer but for now please enjoy my confusing poem. I guess, it's my answer to my own question. Have a great day guys, happy reading! :)
I'm tired of thinking
Where are you? Or what are you doing?
I'm done of asking
Pushing boundaries but still not working;
But I'm still waiting
For the moment to arrive and finally settling;
You know I love you,
You know I miss you,
But why I can't get what I wanted?
Baby, I want you!
Don't want to give up
I still believe on us
But my heart need to rest
Because you're taking me for granted.
I don't need to be your prioritize,
All I need is to be there by your side;
I'm trying to understand the situation,
But cannot find any connection;
Are you pushing me away?
Or you want me to runaway?
From you but I wouldn't 'cause
I believe, I am meant for you, just for you -- I really do!